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[25 Dec 2005|02:18pm] |
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Merry Christmas Everyone.
Have a wonderful day.
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[18 Dec 2005|12:41am] |
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i went out with jennifer diane rossi today.
because she is home, and loves me.. basically.
we went to starbucks =) then, looking at christmas lights.
it was super fun. & then went to her house.
wow, i missed it a lot. it's so much fun at the rossi's.
but jason never came home =( .. oh well there's always
next week =) haha, i love you jennifer.
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[17 Dec 2005|05:04pm] |
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so, brittany is here.
& that is me, updating my journal. =)
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| just a chance that maybe we'll find better days.. |
[05 Dec 2005|05:59pm] |
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good monday all.
today was a really good day, until i came home and started my geometry that i do not understand, reading the gay ass book "the hobbit" that will get me no where in life unless i plan to write stories about unrealistic things, which would also get me no where in life. & i still have to read some more of the gay book. =) super.
anyways, before i put everyone else in a bad mood .. i would just like to say that i heart mike howard because he equals my life. along with all of my other friends, like jennifer diane who equals my life too. today was a really good day. i said that already, i know.. but i thought i'd remind you again. usually i hate mondays, but today i was all decked out in purple, and yeah. well, anyways ..
i can't wait until jennifer comes home so we can go on our looking for lights spree, with starbucks & then a movie to follow. woooo hooo. it shall be fun fun. just like my band concert on wednesday because we SUCK. yeah, that's right .. suck. i said it. haha, okay i'm done.
well this weekend was sweet just because on saturday ree olive and i all went to natalies and i saw some really cool people aka: genna sarah alyssa nat frankie dana and frankie's little sister, sara. i think that was all of them, or at least i'm pretty sure. but it was fun.
christmas is in twenty days.
olive's birthday is in twenty one.
and britt's is in twenty two.
how exciting this month really is ! full of good cheer, i suppose.
okay, well after this entry i'm ready for a pile of flash cards, some spanish vocab, and a wonderful book called the hobbit. =) boooo.
that would be called sarcasm if you haven't caught on by now.
goodbye loves.
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& it's someplace simple where we could live
& something only you can give
& thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
& the one poor child that saved this world
& there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them
So take these words &sing out loud
because everyone is forgiven now
because tonight's the night
the world begins again
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| & sometimes things are better left .unsaid. |
[27 Nov 2005|01:35am] |
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thanksgiving break is coming to an end.
it was pretty good actually, jennifer came home & spent a couple days over my house with the crazy family. =) oh, she loves me. & my sister. she even told me she likes jenn more, which might as well be possible. i don't see why not. i will miss you for the 3 weeks that you're back in Kent, but that's only 3. so, we will make it go by fast.
sheetz today, yeah that pretty much was the highlight of my night. & after that it kind of went downhill. i realize that i make mistakes, everyone does. but i seem to do it with the same person, everytime. i don't know if it's my fault, or what .. i just wish that things were better because they usually turn out the same. it kind of sucks. but, on a better note .. tomorrow i might actually finish the scrapbook with brittany. that would be soo great. just because i hate scrapbooking more than anything in the world. i'll get through it.
well, i'm kind of tired & i'm kind of on the phone with the love of my life, aka my older sister, aka jennifer diane. so .. yeah i'm guna talk to her & then go to sleep. okay, goodnight.
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| Giving Thanks .. |
[24 Nov 2005|12:36pm] |
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hello.
today's thanksgiving, obviously. so, i thought today would be a good day to update and show how thankful i am for everything.
So here it is, but probably not in this order:
..my family
..my friends
..my older sister, the other one =)
..my favorite
..7:15 am phone calls from macy
..random phone calls
..aim
..bscs
..RENT
..my english & spanish teachers, because they are the only ones who can teach.
..trips to florida
..thanksgiving break
..dolphins
..the color green
..rascal flatts
..dave matthews band
..2nd period guidance helpers
..the snow =)
..the notebook
..band
..showers, but i think jennifer is more thankful for that than i =)
- i really doubt that's all i'm thankful for, because i appriciate everything so far, except for sophomore year. but, i'll learn to. thanks for everything to everyone who ever did something nice for me, or were just there to listen. i hope everyone has a wonderful day, and learns to appriciate everything they have.
Love you.
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[14 Nov 2005|08:20am] |
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i could be back for good.
but i'm not promising to update everyday.
i have way too much to do.
maybe, after scrapbooking & sophomore year is over .. then i'll continue everyday.. but that will be in about seven months.
i'll start off by saying this year pretty much sucks, and i could complain a TON about a lot of things .. but i'm not going to.
you want to know why ? .. well, that's okay if you don't. but i'm explaining anyways. someone told me, and pretty much already went through the fact that life could be a lot more horrible than mine is. i appriciate everything that everyone has ever done for me, even if i don't show it. but i try the best i can to make everyone happy, and to return the favor whenever people need it. i thank you if you have ever done anything for me, or just anything nice for no reason for someone else. people like that need to know that life is what they make it.
after hearing that my life could be worse, i've started to appriciate things more, you know the little things that people don't usually think about on a daily basis. but, i'm not going to go into my life story.
today was a monday, you know the usual sweatpants ..
oh wait. i totally dressed up today =D so that makes me proud. otherwise, nothing else was different. the same old people who usually talk to me in school did, and the ones that don't, didn't. so.. nothing new really.
laguna finale is on tonight =( no more happy monday nights with jenn. i really hope she doesn't go far to law school. it would suck hardcore. she's one of my best friends =/ - and speaking of moving away, i really miss the senior class from last year. nothing to offend the new one, but it's just different without them i guess. especially, my jennifer diane .. ugh but she comes home soon for thanksgiving and then 3 weeks after that for A WHOLE MONTH! i'm super excited.
well, this thing is so long, so i'm leaving. i love you.
goodbye.
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| to my big sister & my one and only senior. |
[24 Oct 2005|08:41pm] |
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"Peace and Love" - Blessed Union of Souls
May every star you wish upon
And every hope you're hangin' on come true
Out of everybody in the world
There's no one who deserves it more than you
I hope you find
Everyhing you've been dreamin' of
Only good things
No in betweens just
Peace and love
These words did not come easily
Still you know I had to write them down
You must know what you mean to me
I wish that you could always be around
I hope you find
Everything you are worthy of
I'm gonna miss you
But I only wish you
Peace and love
Peace and love
Tears of joy
Kindness of strangers
All of your roads
Paved in gold
By guardian angels
Wherever you may be in this world
My salutation says it all
May you always have enough
Peace and love
I let you go unselfishly
Cause everyone needs time to be alone
Well maybe time will bring you back
And if it does you'll always have a home
I sign my name
No one to blame it on because
I'm on your side
No question of pride
Peace and love
Tears of joy
Kindness of strangers
All of your roads
Paved in gold
By guardian angels
Wherever you may be in this world
My salutation says it all
May you always have enough
Peace and Love
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[16 Oct 2005|03:09pm] |
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hiiiii!
i have no more homework! i did my bibliography & now i'm set, but i do have 4 tests on friday =( nooooo. oh well, i'll deal with it. =P so anyways.. brittany erin roche is coming over to scrapbook the day away.. woohoo. not really, i hate scrapbooking.. but i'm glad she's coming over because she is grounded & i don't get to see her too often. actually, i saw her like uhm, yesterday. but that doesn't count..
yeah, so i haven't updated in like foreverrrr, probably because i hate school and it gets in the way of everything. yeah, pretty much.
anyways, nothings going too great.. except for my boyfriend, and my good friends. which by that i mean the people who care about me and i care about. which well, is a lot of them sort of. but anyways..
yeah, so yesterday was the best sweeetest day everrrr. =) yeah, well some of it was.. but yeah i think i'm guna go with saying that i absolutly totally miss jennifer diane rossi and i'm going to die if i can't see her till november. okay. love you. goodbye.
-----------------------------------------------------------------The Sunscreen Speech.
Wear sunscreen.
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it
The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience.
I will dispense this advice now.
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth.
Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded.
But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked.
You are not as fat as you imagine.
Don't worry about the future.
Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum.
The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindside you at 4 pm on some idle Tuesday.
Do one thing every day that scares you.
Sing.
Don't be reckless with other people's hearts.
Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.
Floss.
Don't waste your time on jealousy.
Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind.
The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself.
Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults.
If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.
Keep your old love letters. Throw away your old bank statements.
Stretch.
Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life.
The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives.
Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't.
Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You'll miss them when they're gone.
Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't.
Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't.
Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary.
Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either.
Your choices are half chance. So are everybody else's.
Enjoy your body.
Use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or of what other people think of it.
It's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.
Dance - even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.
Read the directions., even if you don't follow them.
Do not read beauty magazines. They will only make you feel ugly.
"Brother and sister together we'll make it through,
Someday a spirit will take you and guide you there
I know that you're hurting but I've been waiting there for you
And I'll be there just helping you out
Whenever I can"
Get to know your parents. You never know when they'll be gone for good.
Be nice to your siblings. They're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.
Understand that friends come and go,
but with a precious few you should hold on.
Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.
Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard.
Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft. Travel.
Accept certain inalienable truths:
Prices will rise. Politicians will philander. You, too, will get old.
And when you do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble, and children respected their elders.
Respect your elders.
Don't expect anyone else to support you.
Maybe you have a trust fund. Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one might run out.
Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will look 85.
Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it.
Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.
But trust me on the sunscreen.
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| girls just wanna have fun <3 |
[12 Sep 2005|04:28pm] |
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hello team.
please don't ask me why i just said that, because frankly i really have no idea. how are you ? i'm REALLY good actually. for once this school year, on a monday. i am really really good. i don't know why .. maybe it's just because i don't have homework. that might make a huge difference. & because i saw someone 4 times today.. that means 4 .. right mike ? hahaa. i love mike.. he's my bestest fwiend.
so anyways, jennifer rossi is still at college & is my favorite. haha other than mike. i think you both can share it because it seems to be a big debate these days. yepp. so anyways .. life is cool i guess. actually nothing exciting ever happens anymore. i really hate school i don't even know why i dislike it so much, maybe it's my teachers ? .. they really can't teach. i can't wait until next year. only 175 more days to go.
laguna beach is on tonight.. now that is something that can be considered making me happy. oh & the fact that i'm going to be im simko's class makes me happy too. i get to be partners with shaun, right buddy ? he knows he is excited. duhhh. =) haa. yup, so i guess i'm going somewhere with my sister now.. soo thats all. oh & i love my friends. goodbye.
different day same shit
i'd run away from this bitch
& never come back if i could.
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